COINTELPRO

COINTELPRO - its global
Cointelpro program being conducted on victims globally.

I read the link to the 1000 summaries of abuse and find lots of people with similar cases to my own. I emailed a lady from Texas with a really similar story to mine. She speaks of the same kinds of harassment I get. Hers has slowed down by the sounds of it so maybe there is hope . Im limiting my exposure to people as much as possible but going back to work soon, that should be fun no doubt. I have a very foreboding feeling that something bad is going to happen to me. God comforts me so much though, I never would have found Him if it wasn't for all this bad stuff. Its funny but there is a silver lining in every situation coz even when you cant find one in absolute despair God comes to you. I have seen and felt some amazing signs from Him in the almost two years since I found him. I was born and baptised a christian but never really found God, I believed He was up there....somewhere, but never comprehended His love or personal presence in my life. People tell stories about surviving untold horrors and finding amazing human strength; its not human strength its divine strength, power from our higher power. Its not good to ask why me as why does anyone suffer, I dont ask why me, I ask why is this happening in our world?? I dont take it personally coz thats what they count on, it can hurt much more if you take it personally and of course a common theme to all TI's is they are told the punishment is their fault. Psychologically it can be alot more devastating. I did this in the beginning, they try to convince you, you brought it on yourself. Before I was educated it was hell. It took me 3 years to find all the information about these assaults and other victims. Before that I thought I was the only person in the wrold to be experiencing this horror...I thought i must be, who does this to people? That was the hardest and weakest time I have had. I got thru that so I'll get thru the rest.