I do such a great job at hiding my pain from the world, its amazing how one can find the strength to adapt to any situation. My friends aquaintances extended family dont know about my circumstances they dont need to, its noones business unless I want it to be. My reasons for not working or personal issues are no-ones business. Its too hard for people to understand. Although I hardly see many people these days so when they ask how I am I just tell them Im fine. Had my acting talents been discovered earlier I may have been an actress not a TI. Thats why activism is so hard on this issue, its such a hard nut to crack. We'll keep trying, all truth is exposed eventually. The CDC are stalling on research results and no-one wants to get involved. Change takes forever.