Overdue

My post is well overdue, I have neglected my blog as I am tired of thinking of the organised evil that has fully disrupted every aspect of my life. Sometimes I pretend Im free like before and it only lasts an instant but Wow life was so good before and i never realised what I had, how much I was blessed with (as it goes) Now most of my friends are gone, my privacy is non-existent and harassments continue. Life will never be the same for me here on earth and I dont even know why. I think of Heaven and talk to my spiritual family, my dads there too. I believe in life after earth, I believe in eternal life in the most peaceful beautiful place beyond anything I could experience on earth. I love Christ. I wont be blogging much anymore but Im keeeping contact and updates on http://mcvictimsworld.ning.com/forum

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present not the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God, that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
~ Romans 8:38, 39

Isaiah 54:10 "Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed," says the LORD, who has compassion on us.

“You alone are the Lord. You made the skies and the heavens and all the stars. You made the earth and the seas and everything in them.You preserve them all, and the angels of heaven worship you." Nehemiah 9:6 (NLT)

the untold

POEM FROM A TI DEB.

I write poetry. And I've been writing about this foe awhile. What do ya'll think
about this one?
Title "Bad Karma"
The day I died,
But was still breathing,
Is the day that,
Something caused internal bleeding,
God in heaven,
Give me strength,
To cope with what's,
Satan sent,
Bring to me peace,
Of mind and body,
Lift the weight,
Of abuse and clarity,
Pray for others,
Bleeding as I,
For release from turmoil,
In the sky,
A theif of sanity,
Is the worst kind,
A lying soul,
Is truely blind,
No understanding,
Of what is caused,
Affliction only,
Robs and destroys,
People should aspire,
To do good,
Not steal, provoke, instigate,
Or take,
Such things will create,
Feelings of hate,
Inside the person,
That you sought to take,
A fascade will be,
Put into place,
And heaven will,
Create an unhappy fate,
Aspire to evil,
And all it can do,
Is bring bad karma,
Back to you.

Things have been very quiet lately, no V2S or other harassments in public. It makes me nervous - what are they up to??? I got stuffed around with the job, I believe they sabotaged it for me as I was almost hired. Apart from this, nothing. Which is good it gives me an opportunity to think about other things like me and what I want in life besides the fact that I will be targted for life I have to make the most of it, so the first thing I want to do is go to the snow. I love the snow, I love skiing and cant wait since its been freezing in melbourne there should be a nice cover of snow in the mountains. Secondly I need to buy a car as I sold my first car for next to nothing (thinking it was bugged in the beginning) I almost gave it away and smashed my second car due to a massive pain I received in the brain as I was driving. Thirdly I need a house. Home changes its meaning when you're a TI its often the place of tortures and harassments. I'll settle for a house and make my home in Heaven.

fellow TI

At 6:07pm on May 7, 2010, Sandy Beach said… Hi suzy.Just read your Testomony of 13/04/01 with tears in my eyes. But no time for self pity I tell myself. One of the most important pieces of evidence is that someone living over 2000 miles away from you is experiencing the same abuse, attacks and torture. It is consistantly people who are in jobs or feel vunerable that are taking part in this torture. Think about it. Council workers, police, psychiatric staff, nurses, Doctors, disabled, criminals, single mothers, landlords and anyone who is different or vunerable these can all be attacked and abused at work or in their everyday life. It's as if they do this torture on others so that they are assured protection. All the reasons and lies they spread about us are just red herrings. You are super woman Suzy and not mad, just fighting a dictatorship thats all.