Overdue

My post is well overdue, I have neglected my blog as I am tired of thinking of the organised evil that has fully disrupted every aspect of my life. Sometimes I pretend Im free like before and it only lasts an instant but Wow life was so good before and i never realised what I had, how much I was blessed with (as it goes) Now most of my friends are gone, my privacy is non-existent and harassments continue. Life will never be the same for me here on earth and I dont even know why. I think of Heaven and talk to my spiritual family, my dads there too. I believe in life after earth, I believe in eternal life in the most peaceful beautiful place beyond anything I could experience on earth. I love Christ. I wont be blogging much anymore but Im keeeping contact and updates on http://mcvictimsworld.ning.com/forum

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present not the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God, that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
~ Romans 8:38, 39

Isaiah 54:10 "Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed," says the LORD, who has compassion on us.

“You alone are the Lord. You made the skies and the heavens and all the stars. You made the earth and the seas and everything in them.You preserve them all, and the angels of heaven worship you." Nehemiah 9:6 (NLT)

the untold

POEM FROM A TI DEB.

I write poetry. And I've been writing about this foe awhile. What do ya'll think
about this one?
Title "Bad Karma"
The day I died,
But was still breathing,
Is the day that,
Something caused internal bleeding,
God in heaven,
Give me strength,
To cope with what's,
Satan sent,
Bring to me peace,
Of mind and body,
Lift the weight,
Of abuse and clarity,
Pray for others,
Bleeding as I,
For release from turmoil,
In the sky,
A theif of sanity,
Is the worst kind,
A lying soul,
Is truely blind,
No understanding,
Of what is caused,
Affliction only,
Robs and destroys,
People should aspire,
To do good,
Not steal, provoke, instigate,
Or take,
Such things will create,
Feelings of hate,
Inside the person,
That you sought to take,
A fascade will be,
Put into place,
And heaven will,
Create an unhappy fate,
Aspire to evil,
And all it can do,
Is bring bad karma,
Back to you.

Things have been very quiet lately, no V2S or other harassments in public. It makes me nervous - what are they up to??? I got stuffed around with the job, I believe they sabotaged it for me as I was almost hired. Apart from this, nothing. Which is good it gives me an opportunity to think about other things like me and what I want in life besides the fact that I will be targted for life I have to make the most of it, so the first thing I want to do is go to the snow. I love the snow, I love skiing and cant wait since its been freezing in melbourne there should be a nice cover of snow in the mountains. Secondly I need to buy a car as I sold my first car for next to nothing (thinking it was bugged in the beginning) I almost gave it away and smashed my second car due to a massive pain I received in the brain as I was driving. Thirdly I need a house. Home changes its meaning when you're a TI its often the place of tortures and harassments. I'll settle for a house and make my home in Heaven.

fellow TI

At 6:07pm on May 7, 2010, Sandy Beach said… Hi suzy.Just read your Testomony of 13/04/01 with tears in my eyes. But no time for self pity I tell myself. One of the most important pieces of evidence is that someone living over 2000 miles away from you is experiencing the same abuse, attacks and torture. It is consistantly people who are in jobs or feel vunerable that are taking part in this torture. Think about it. Council workers, police, psychiatric staff, nurses, Doctors, disabled, criminals, single mothers, landlords and anyone who is different or vunerable these can all be attacked and abused at work or in their everyday life. It's as if they do this torture on others so that they are assured protection. All the reasons and lies they spread about us are just red herrings. You are super woman Suzy and not mad, just fighting a dictatorship thats all.

organised stalking

http://www.multistalkervictims.org/catchcanada/

The million dollar question??? What incentive do organised community stalkers receive from their organisers. There are some theories, one is status and a feeling of belonging to something where they can act as law or vigilantes for society, feeds peoples egos and for some people their need to bully others. I have pondered monetry incentives but there are just too many to pay them all. So the only other thing I can think of is perks/favours they might receive in return for their services. It is a global and massive organisation community gangstalking. I speak to fellow TI's every day who tell stories of being stalked, mobbed, sabotaged, ostericized by MANY people so it must be HUGE.
No E/H lately but I am highly electrically charged. Im sure a reading meter would prove my electronic waves are abnormal. TI's have done this and their readings are off the scale. It is one way of proving the effects of E/H.

There is a definite hold-up on production of the morgellons story on the australian current affairs program. Apparently they are waiting for results of studies done by the CDC. They are now one year late meanwhile people are getting anxious. The tune has changed a bit now to those who "think" they suffer from morgellons. Yet here is the opening statement on the CDC Morgellons research website
Morgellons
Research Foundation®
"Morgellons is an unexplained
and debilitating condition that has emerged as a public health concern. Recently, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) has received an increased number of inquiries from the public, health care providers, public health officials, Congress, and the media regarding this condition."

Hopefully we will get some feedback soon.
http://www.morgellons.org/

singer joni mitchell/morgellons

http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread439093/pg1

http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/chat/2191926/posts

narcicissm & the need for control

I had a friend, aquaintance who was the victim of a narcissistic relationship. I saw the effects of the narcissist manipulate the person into becoming a shell of their former self. It is a very insidious disorder that resulted in this person being entirely controlled and manipulated right down to their very thoughts and behaviours. Their self esteem and individuality completely diminished and they basically became a shadow of the controller. Its very psychologically powerful but what I find interesting is the mind control aspect of the disorder, the way a person with NPD can get into a persons psyche so effectively as to gainc control. We are vulnerable individuals and as long as there are controllers their will be victims of them. People have been trying to control others for thousands even millions of years.Mind control techniques and psychological persuasion techniques have been practiced since early times. CONTROL is the key word here, control addiction and developments to execute control on any chosen individuals and eventually the masses.

I do such a great job at hiding my pain from the world, its amazing how one can find the strength to adapt to any situation. My friends aquaintances extended family dont know about my circumstances they dont need to, its noones business unless I want it to be. My reasons for not working or personal issues are no-ones business. Its too hard for people to understand. Although I hardly see many people these days so when they ask how I am I just tell them Im fine. Had my acting talents been discovered earlier I may have been an actress not a TI. Thats why activism is so hard on this issue, its such a hard nut to crack. We'll keep trying, all truth is exposed eventually. The CDC are stalling on research results and no-one wants to get involved. Change takes forever.

the job

Ive got a bad feeling about this job. I did a great interview (lots of BS) the guy loved me and said he would call me in for a second interview soon as he spoke to someone which was to be that day or the next. He seemed so keen on hiring me. Then I just heard nothing from him at all. I tried calling and leaving messages - nothing! Then after I accepted that the perps 'gave advice' to the employer and I would not be getting the job, I got an email (on the weekend) to say come infor a second interview next week, when they wwere apparently desperate for someone to begin right away. Ive got a bad feeling about it, surely 'their' tentacles have been in it. I know it sounds like nothing but these 'nothings' happen all the time. Work is a great environment to rattle and play with peoples emotions coz you cant go anywhere and its hard enough to work everyday let alone being harassed on top. The last time it happened I was so shocked by the 'ganging up' on me that I just never went back one day. I need the money so have decided Ive got to deal with it if it comes as it comes.

they're back

After some time of relief from any electronic attacks it recurred last night. I was awoken by the most terrifying high-pitched blast to my brain. It only happened once but its impact leaves me in a state of heightened fear and stress. These things always seem to happen when I have something on. I have a job interview lined up (fingers crossed, its been so long since I held down a job) I've stopped going to the local pools for the unwanted male attention. It might be flattering if they weren't all fat, bald and married. Im certain I've been slandered as a tart or worse still a prostitute. So I hold my head up high knowing its all an engineered pack of lies. I wonder how work will be, if I'll be harassed, if I get a job that is. Most or at least many TI's are forced out of work. They just use false evidence and lies to make you look bad to potential employers. Im fortunate I have a loving mum who still keeps me at home at my age (35yrs) I can only imagine how many people end up destitute and homeless.

These are the most horrendous crimes on our lives and liberties. They go unseen and unheard of by most of the general public. This is a silent holocaust, people are suffering awful tortures alone, unsupported and unbelieved. There is no-one nothing to help us as yet. My belief is the world is headed in a definite direction of totalitarian control. And its going to see catastrophic events just as predicted in the Book of Revelation. And it will take something or Someone BIG to change the destructive path this world is headed on - ENTER JESUS

***I will be documenting all future electronic harassment and gangstalking as it occurs****

http://www.multistalkervictims.org/

mc forums

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mcforums/?yguid=401962013

I havnt been praying lately and have not received the holy Eucharist in a lot longer than I should have waited. I thought I'd try to go it alone, who am I kidding? I cant do this without Jesus, I cant do life without Jesus, I dont know how I ever did. I have a special devotion to Our Lady; She is very loving and gracious to me even when i dont deserve it. I feel her with me always. I have special devotions to St Benedict and St Maximillian. He was a young priest in Auswich who volunteered his life in the place of another prisoner and was starved to death. He had bread snuck in and offered communion to to other dying men.

"The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul...." Psalm 23

"And remember that I am always with you even until the end of time" Matthew 28.20

John 14:1-3
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.

Send your EH cases/stories here

PLEASE SEND YOUR TORTURE AND ABUSE CASES AND INFORMATION, TO THE INTERNATIONAL CRIMINAL COURT – use References: OTP-CR-70/07 & EM_T01_OTP-CR-00122_07 & EM_Ack_OTP-CR-742_09

M.P. Dillon
Head of the Information & Evidence Unit, Office of the Prosecutor
THE INTERNATIONAL CRIMINAL COURT
Post Office Box 19519, 2500 CM The Hague, The Netherlands
TEL: 31-70-5158515 FAX: 31-70-5158555
WEB: http://www.icc-cpi.int
EMAIL: OTP.InformationDesk@icc-cpi.int, jelena.vukasinovic@icc-cpi.int, otp.informationdesk@icc-cpi.int,

Lately the dew attacks have slowed down, Im getting frequent nightmares and joints cracking lots but no V2K or sleep dep or other pains lately. I wonder if my holiday will end hope not. If not ok I'll live like this forever, until I die. Im going to journal everything until then

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mcforums/
Support Group

14th June 2010

Freedom is a state of mind, nothing in this universe can stop love, nothing can stop God, nothing can come in between Gods love for every person. Nothing can stop the human spirit flamed by the higher power

Its a jungle out there, activism on this subject brings closed doors, one after the next after the next. The news show are evading the morgellons subject or at least coming up with reasons they cant run the show, its abit disappointing but not suprising. Change takes time Ive found out lots of time, lots of people, lots of talking, little listening. Someone once said a good listener is better than a good talker, Im beginning to see the importance in this. People are in a hurry, Im not sure where anyone's going but we're all on a mission to somewhere. Ive realised I was on the wrong mission, I was looking for something on earth and stopped looking for something higher more spiritual and thats my goal thats my destination so it must also be my goal.


http://www.raven1.net/mcf/v/intro3.htm#Raven1
Victims accounts

testimony of JF of thornbury melbourne

7 June 2010

NAME: JOHN FINCH & FAMILY & COLLEGUES & NEIGHBOURS
Citizenship: Australia/UK
Year Torture/Abuse Began: 2004
Email: tijohnfinch@gmail.com , luciusgodot@yahoo.com

DEAR SIR/MADAM

I would like to draw your attention to some extreme and horrendous criminality being conducted by United States Government-related Agencies and the complicity and/or acquiescence of many other Governments and Security Agencies. I am a UK/EU citizen.

There is massive ignorance and secrecy regarding this, and victims such as I are being subjected to uncontrolled and unacknowledged torture and mental and physical destruction. This has remained completely unreported and undiscussed publicly.

I am being extremely tortured and abused, set-up, made a lab-rat of, and my life turned into a horrendous nightmare/circus.

I am being completely eviscerated, neutered, lobotomised, mauled and deformed by electro-magnetic radiation, torture and butchery –and extensively publicly exhibited in the process - both physically, and my tortured and deformed brain/mind is being ‘broadcasted’.

My brain, life, feelings, speech, actions, thoughts and feelings have been under this extreme trauma, deception and torture/butchery since 2004 – and yet these maniacs have ‘broadcasted’ and exhibited me pretending it’s my normal self.

Because of a few human rights emails I sent I’ve had my whole life and metabolism viciously and brutally attacked - pathologised and demonised. With their nazi technology they have waged a relentless war against my whole evolutionary biology, nurture, education, intelligence and life experience. My whole creativity, ‘raw material’, senses, sensibility, feelings, thought, speech, intelligence, imagination, emotions and organic health, range, depth and potential have been completely degraded, butchered, mangled, wasted and/or destroyed (‘Fahrenheit 451-ed’and/or ‘Year 0-ed’). Recently (since Dec 2008) they have more and more succeeded in ‘Manchurian-Candidating’ me. These butchers are treating me - my mental and physical being - as a Skinnerian/Pavlovian lab-rat – as they attempt to inculcate and engineer traumas, pathologies, retardations and deformities in me that I simply do/did not have.

These nazi lunatics are doing this to me to fit their own ugly, nasty minds, and to ‘engineer’ a demonisation and bullshit story about me.

Please find a summary of my situation and plight below.

There are MANY, MANY others, all over the world, who are being subjected to similar torture and abuse – citizens, combatants and leaders (‘suicide bombers’, coup-de-etats and puppet governments, literally).

Some of our DIRECTED ENERGY AND NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS, AND ORGANISED STALKING TORTURE AND ABUSE CASES detail the most extreme and totalitarian violations of human rights in human history, including the most horrendous psychological tortures, rapes, sexual abuse, surgical mutilations, ‘mind control’, and other mental and physical mutilations – see
http://www.mydrive.ch USERNAME: johnfinch PASSWORD: TORTURECASES
http://www.4shared.com/dir/21674443/75538860/sharing.html
http://www.freedrive.com/folder/177784
COMPILACION DE TESTIMONIOS EN ESPAÑOL:- http://www.fedame.org/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?t=6822

These are extreme and monstrous CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY – indescribably terrible in themselves – coupled with the ORWELLIAN/STALINIST secrecy and denial of any support at all that we are experiencing, makes them even more horrendous and monstrous.

It is no exaggeration to say our cases are as horrendous and urgent as people fleeing Nazi or Pol Pot concentration camps – specifically Dr Mengele-type butchers.

We urgently need access to SAFE HOUSES to get protection from the directed energy and neurological weapons being used to torture, mutilate and kill US.

Such SAFE HOUSES are available in Laboratories, Hospitals and Scientific/Military Facilities.

PLEASE ASSIST US URGENTLY!!

sincerely
John Finch,
http://www.mydrive.ch USERNAME: johnfinch PASSWORD: TORTURECASES
http://www.4shared.com/dir/21674443/75538860/sharing.html
http://www.freedrive.com/folder/177784
COMPILACION DE TESTIMONIOS EN ESPAÑOL:- http://www.fedame.org/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?t=6822

MY DIRECTED ENERGY AND NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS TORTURE, DEGRADATION AND MUTILATION CASE SUMMARY:-

I sent a series of human rights activist emails to public authorities and forums beginning in 2003 up to 2006. I came to the attention of an extremist US security organisation in 2004 for this exercising of my democratic right to free speech and since then I've had my human rights, liberty and privacy COMPLETELY VIOLATED and ALL aspects and degrees of my human freedom, individuality and mental and physical integrity and health savagely attacked, tortured and deformed.

THESE CRIMINALS HAVE THE ABILITY TO :-

a. place a human subject under ceaseless surveillance, no matter where he/she is, from remote locations

b. ceaselessly monitor a human brain from remote locations, including thought, reaction, motor command, auditory event and visual image reading – ‘RNM – Remote Neural Monitoring’ or ‘ONSE - ORWELLIAN-NAZI SURVEILLANCE AND EXHIBIT’

c. ceaselessly attack directly into a human brain from remote locations with voices, noises, other disturbances, images and ‘virtual-reality scenarios’; and the ability to override, control, and alter consciousness – ‘EBL – Electronic Brain Link’ or ‘THE IAGO-BULLSHIT-IDIOT-HELL MACHINE’

d. directly interfere with, abuse, torture and hit bodies - including performing advanced medical procedures - and objects - from remote locations

e. directly interfere with, alter, insert etc. data, files, communications and legal evidence from remote locations - even during transmission

f. make live TV, and other screens and monitors, two-way - for surveillance, invasion of privacy etc. – ‘2WTV - 2-WAY TV AND THE ORWELLIAN MEDIA’

g. control the flow of information and orchestrate the media worldwide

BY THESE MEANS I HAVE BEEN :-

1. Since 2004 I’ve been under ceaseless Orwellian surveillance - 24 hours a day 7 days a week - everywhere I go. Since 2004 my brain, body, physical space and privacy have been ceaselessly monitored - including thought, reaction, motor command, auditory event and visual image reading. I have been under this extremely traumatising Orwellian surveillance and interference - and then extremely brutally and hard-core - tortured and deformed since 2004 – and during all this time my psychological, mental, intellectual and physical states, actions, thoughts, imaginations and words have been exploited and publicly exhibited via internet TV and radio.

The thoughts and images from my deformed, mutilated brain and lab-rat life have been ‘brain-broadcasted’ to very many people around the world and often presented as if it was the workings of my normal brain/mind – also a lot of disinformation and misrepresentation. The states, actions, thoughts, imaginations and words of my continuously and relentlessly extremely tortured and deformed brain/mind and body, and my degraded life have been directly transmitted and broadcast - the outbursts, outcries, anger etc.. Even my comments, thoughts, idiocies and messing around – to alleviate the oppression, aggravation, and boredom of my confinement and torture in this Mengeles/Cameron/Delgado torture and deforming concentration camp – have been exhibited and presented to many unaware people as if they are the products of my normal brain/mind/life. In reality this is “Gestapo Torture/Deformity/Murder TV” – and similar to the Gestapo it seems they enjoy the “sport” – and the degradation, anger and confusion it causes.

Also people and the media have been flooded with dehumanising and ridiculous ‘Psychological-Operations’, parodies and caricatures of me, my family and life – as at the same time they are parasiting, torturing and organically destroying me, they are constructing a fiction about ‘me’ and ceaselessly – idiotically - making what they pretend to be valid psychological and social observations about ‘me’, my life and family.
‘ORWELLIAN-NAZI SURVEILLANCE AND EXHIBIT – ONSE’ (2004-present)

2. subjected to sleep deprivation, sensory overload, and "mind-*uck" torture.
Under intensive neurological ‘mind-control’ this included :-
A. a witnessing of the suicide of the ‘King of Thailand’ and a cutting off of my friends brother’s legs
B. a saving of many women’s ‘souls’ from death, and many countries from nuclear attack
C. a ‘ritual abuse wedding’ participated in by the ‘Queens of Norway and Sweden’
D. a fictitious relationship with ‘Princesses of Norway and Thailand’ and some other illusory women
E. a ‘road trip’ escaping ‘USA army killers and blackmailers’, ‘Asian mafia/dragon killers’ among others; and participating in fake psychoanalysis and personality analysis sessions; and doing Q & A-type interviews on diverse socio-political subjects. (2005-2006)

3. ceaselessly perpetrators’and other voices are forced directly into my brain and they very aggressively and relentlessly psychologically attack, denigrate, interrogate, undermine, mob and bait me. These voice attacks are forced directly into my butchered and mangled brain. This takes the form of a running attack with a personally codified system of comments and responses to my thoughts, activities, social and psychological state, and biorhythms - both straightforwardly and with many different disorienting, infuriating and distorting effects. This sensory and mental torture and attack directly into my brain has varied from extreme causing near-complete mental breakdown and desperation, to loud, intensive and continuous, to milder, and has included numerous mock-executions. It is all completely and totally unignorable and inescapable. The ‘circuits’ are always open – my brain, body and physical space are ceaselessly brutally violated, monitored and interfered with - and forced into reaction and response - 24 hours a day 7 days a week. It’s a brutal, technological, inescapable ‘Iago-bullshit-hell-machine’. I literally haven’t had a single minutes mental rest, relaxation or privacy since 2005 – not a single minute.
‘THE IAGO-BULLSHIT-IDIOT-HELL MACHINE – IBHM’ (2004/2005-present)

4. ceaselessly subjected to multiple nightly neurological experiments and interventions. Whilst ‘sleeping’ artificial ‘virtual-reality scenarios’ (like little ‘You-Tube’ videos) are forced into my brain and therein processed/experienced. Night after night after night – every single night since 2005 - 3,4,5,6,7 or more times per night. I have been on this sleep and brain control regime and I haven't had a natural, uncontrolled nights sleep since 2005. Often my brain processing/experiencing these “virtual-reality scenarios” is transmitted and exhibited by these Mengeles butchers pretending to do “science”. Their ability to do this required extensive and very brutal neutralisation and engineering of my normal, healthy brain – in order to effect a kind of ‘tabula-rasa’ to use as a ‘player’ – for them to be able to force in their ‘codes’ and ‘play’ their ‘virtual-reality scenarios’. This has resulted in mentally and psycho-physiologically exhausting, degrading and deforming me.
‘BOOB-TUBE - BT’ (2005-present)

5. relentlessly subjected to deep, hardcore and other neurological attacks on my brain creating a lasting lobotomised effect – very often similar to being sledge-hammered, repeatedly stabbed, roasted, fan-forced microwaved, blow-torched, axed, bombed etc. in and across the brain. Almost every single night since 2005, mostly multiple times, and sometimes for hours and hours at a time – all night, all afternoon etc.. My whole creativity, ‘raw material’, senses, sensibility, feelings, thought, speech, intelligence, imagination, emotions and organic health, range, depth and potential have been completely degraded, butchered, mangled, wasted and/or destroyed (‘Fahrenheit 451-ed’and/or ‘Year 0-ed’). Repeatedly subjected to multiple other experiments and interventions on other areas of my brain.
‘BRAIN MUTILATION/NEUTRALISATION WORK - BMNW’ (2005-present)

6. repeatedly and relentlessly – every single day and night - subjected to electrical abuse and torture on the genitals, crotch, reproductive system, glands and lymph system. Electric currents are applied to my genitals, crotch and reproductive system at different intensities and positions, often continuously for extended periods of time. This ranges from mildly disturbing to extremely torturous. The cumulative affect is sickening and constant mental and physical tension and aggravation. This electrical abuse and torture on the genitals, crotch and reproductive system is applied at any time of the day or night. I am often woken up by the application of electric currents to my genitals, crotch and reproductive system - night after night after night. Often I am given erections in coordination with the brain butchery, and occasionally voided of semen (my sperm production has been stopped). I AM BEING USED, EXPERIMENTED UPON AND BUTCHERED LIKE A LAB RAT. My genitals have been liposuctioned, collagened, vasectomied, and my scrotum subjected to repeated reductions and enlargements. I have also been anally raped and interfered with numerous times.
‘GENITAL ELECTROCUTION - GE’ (2004/2005-present)

7. My stomach, glands, abdomen, intestines, lymph system and other internal organs are also being continuously, repeatedly and intensively heated and electrocuted i.e. cooked/burnt-out. Often similar to being stabbed, roasted, microwaved, blow-torched etc.. Hour upon hour or all night and/or much of the day.My heart, chest, neck, lower back, back, diaphragm and all over my body. My torso, face and buttocks have been liposuctioned 2 or 3 times. My nipples are often electrocuted. Also in an extremely painful operation they put my spine out of alignment and did extensive nerve reconfiguration work in my spine and lower back throwing my whole body out of alignment – lower back, pelvis, hips, muscles, limbs, balance etc. – and, I think, they are trying to ‘engineer’ my brain to ‘fit’ this misalignment.
‘STOMACH ELECTROCUTION AND HEATING - SEH’ ‘HEART SCORING AND ELECTROCUTION - HE’ ‘CHEST AND DIAPHRAM ELECTROCUTION - CHE’ ‘LOWER BACK ELECTROCUTION - LBE’ etc. (2005-present)

Huge - 10,000s of hours - amounts of electricity have been pumped through my body and brain by these nazi butchers. (2005-present)

I believe all of this is an attempted ‘reengineering’ or ‘rendering’ of my brain and body, and it has very seriously degraded my senses, sensibility and mental, psychological and physical strength, range, quality and depth. My brain has been reduced in power, quality and function by at least 70%. All my 'raw materials', psycho-physiological powers, energy, amorphous, undeveloped and latent thoughts, memories, emotions, passions, and feelings degraded, burnt-out and/or destroyed. My chest has been sunken, my lungs collapsed, my heart and muscles atrophied, my circulation and metabolism slowed, my stomach expanded and deformed, my genitals mutilated and deformed, and my body-shape completely altered and deformed. As one would expect being a lab-rat in a concentration camp since 2004 it has caused these most profound mental and physical ill-effects and degradation, and profound organic impairments and deformities.

8. subjected to various other mental, physical and social tortures, degradations and dirty tricks. This includes having my privacy invaded by, and being extensively publicly exhibited via, internet, TV and Radio.

Since 2004 whenever I turn on the TV or Radio - if it's live, I am linked to the broadcasting source. It happens any time I see or hear a live broadcast, no matter where I am. It completely ruins live TV and radio - as you are actually like being in a video-conference - so it's hard to remain impassive or unaffected – especially whilst being tortured. This invasion of my privacy and my torture and abuse have thus been witnessed by, and I have protested and appealed to, many newscasters in Australia and overseas, and by anyone who appears live on the news - politicians, celebrities, newscasters and many others. Initially tolerable and even amusing, this came to be extremely traumatising – especially when combined with the relentless hardcore torture, abuse and mutilated ‘brain-broadcasting’ – and no one even reporting it!

Also the thoughts and images from my deformed, mutilated brain and and lab-rat life have been ‘brain-broadcasted’ to the journalists etc. on TV and Radio – and often presented to them as if it was the workings of my normal brain/mind – also a lot of disinformation and misrepresentation has been ‘fed’ to them. This has often resulted in some of them – both advertently and inadvertently – actually actively participating in the torture and aggravation. Some, I believe, have actually been encouraged to elicit responses from my lab-rat brain and thereby to assist in and facilitate the butchering of my brain and senses to fit these nazi technologies and horrendous violations.

The media has also been flooded with dehumanising and ridiculous ‘Psychological-Operations’, parodies and caricatures of me, my family and life – as at the same time they are parasiting, torturing and organically destroying me, they are constructing a fiction about ‘me’ and ceaselessly, idiotically, making what they pretend to be valid psychological and social observations about ‘me’, my life and family.
‘2-WAY TV AND THE ORWELLIAN MEDIA - 2WTV’ (2004-present)

9. My mother, sisters and other family members have been neurologically attacked/surgically mutilated, and both of my parents and other family members have been anally raped using these DIRECTED ENERGY AND NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS – causing them profound mental and physical ill-effects and degradation, and profound organic impairment and disruption. (from 2005-present)

10. Since 2005 colleagues, acquaintances, friends or simply anyone I come into contact with on a day-to-day basis have been neurologically attacked/surgically mutilated, and/or anally raped using these DIRECTED ENERGY AND NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS – causing them profound mental and physical ill-effects and degradation, and profound organic impairment and disruption. Literally over 1000 people. (from 2005-present)

11. I have been relentlessly subjected to Organised Mobbing/Stalking. This consists in an intense and highly organized persecution of an individual with the purpose of harass her/him constantly and boycott all the activities, professional and of leisure that the person develops, in order to isolate to take control of the victims life, manipulate the victims mind and ultimately conduct him/her to a helpless situation. This conduct carried out by a group of apparently "normal" citizens is a barbaric form of torture. People are purposely engaged to aggravate me, and to impede and violate my physical and psychological spaces, privacy and freedom. There is occasional physical and verbal aggression. This happens at the places I work, in public, in cars, and around my home. My whole neighbourhood has been infiltrated – ‘ethnically cleansed’. Often these people are neurologically controlled like ‘neuro-puppets’ to maximise the aggravation through the linking of their actions and movements to mine. Other times they are misguided and/or misinformed ‘Jones-Town’ type idiots/victims. The perpetrators are mostly of Jewish and Asian extraction. This is being done to me everywhere I go – including in Russia and Turkey.
‘ORGANISED STALKING – OS’ (from 2004 – relentlessly since 2008)

Thus my human rights, liberty and privacy have been COMPLETELY VIOLATED and ALL aspects and degrees of my human freedom, individuality and mental and physical integrity and health profoundly assaulted, tortured and wrecked in this ongoing totalitarian nightmare/hell – as I AM BEING RELENTLESSLY, REMORSELESSLY, BRUTALLY, SAVAGELY and CEASELESSLY - since 2004 - subjected to the uninhibited and unchecked aggression, nastiness, ludicrousness, speciousness, and dishonesty of these nazi bully-boys’ psycho- and sociopathic personalities, minds, actions and technologies.

They do all this to me and yet these perverted psychopaths allow – even encourage – me to send emails all over the world publicising their sadistic crimes – "we're ass-wiping democracy", and "you're sweeping the floor for us", they continually taunt.

There is massive ignorance and secrecy regarding these technologies and victims such as I are being subjected to uncontrolled and unacknowledged torture and mental and physical destruction. This has remained completely unreported and undiscussed publicly. Despite, since 2004, continually appealing for help to most Governments, Legal Systems, Military/Security Agencies, International Organizations, Human Rights Organizations, Religious Organisations, Universities, Scientific and other Institutions, and the International Media all over the world I have received virtually no help, or even acknowledgement, from anyone at all!!

It is our responsibility to record and alert the world to these horrendous crimes - and the extreme danger that these technologies, powers and tendencies pose to human rights, liberty, democracy, privacy and the mental and physical freedom, individuality, integrity, health and growth of all people – in all their “infinite?” richness, degrees, dimensions, aspects, qualities and diversity!

Make no mistake these are the most horrendous totalitarian weapons and crimes imaginable and the people and organizations using them are mass-murdering conspirators pursuing totalitarian fundamentalist schemes.

Beware of the brain and gene phrenologists/determinists/reductionists, and those who seek to control and reduce the range, quality and diversity of human thoughts, imaginations, senses, sensibilities, moods, attitudes, speech and psycho-physiologies – the would-be socio-economic, cultural AND PSYCHOLOGICAL/INTELLECTUAL/ PHYSIOLOGICAL monopolists, monoculturalists, police and prosecutors who are already literally and physically actively at work amongst us!! Both monstrously and criminally, and also far more insidiously.

And beware of this dumbing-down, disenfranchisement, degradation and monoculturalisation caused by the paucity and total degradation of public information and discourse, and the subsequent and consequent “Fahrenheit 451-ing” of previously autonomous cultures, professions, fields of human endeavour, memories, and intelligences.

NOT TO MENTION THE NUTCASES PURSUING SUCH FRANKENSTEIN-SCIENCES AS THE TRANSGENIC, AND THE “BLENDING” OF THE TECHNOLOGICAL AND BIOLOGICAL– EVEN AS RECORD BIODIVERSITY AND CULTURAL DIVERSITY DESTRUCTION IS DONE.

It is no exaggeration to say our cases are as horrendous and urgent as people fleeing Nazi or Pol Pot concentration camps – specifically Dr Mengele-type butchers.

We urgently need access to SAFE HOUSES to get protection from the directed energy and neurological weapons being used to torture, mutilate and kill US.

Such SAFE HOUSES are available in Laboratories, Hospitals and Scientific/Military Facilities.

PLEASE ASSIST US URGENTLY!!

Yours in the search for openness and respect for universal human rights
John Finch,
5/8 Kemp St, Thornbury, Vic 3071, Australia,
TEL: 0424009627
EMAIL: tijohnfinch@gmail.com, MCmailteam@gmail.com

TARGETED INDIVIDUAL and a member of THE WORLDWIDE CAMPAIGN AGAINST TORTURE AND ABUSE USING DIRECTED ENERGY AND NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS

VICTIMS' ACCOUNTS FROM THE WHOLE WORLD - 600 + VICTIMS' ACCOUNTS
WEB: http://www.mindcontrolforums.com/victm-hm.htm

AUSTRALIA FIRST TO ADMIT "WE'RE PART OF GLOBAL SURVEILLANCE SYSTEM" - ECHELON OUTED BY THE HEAD OF AUSTRALIA'S DEFENCE SIGNALS DIRECTORATE (DSD), MARTIN BRADY.
http://www.heise.de/tp/r4/artikel/2/2889/1.html

PLEASE WITNESS AND RECORD AND OPPOSE ALL OF THE ABOVE CRIMES, AND ASSIST US URGENTLY!!

help for covert harassment

Forums
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mcforums
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Cause_Stalking
http://peacepink.ning.com/
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MCVictimsEU
http://mcvictimsworld.ning.com
href="http://tech.groups.yahoo.com/group/mindcontrolresearchforum/">http://tech.groups.yahoo.com/group/mindcontrolresearchforum/
http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/TIsUnited/

****FORUMS ARE FREQUENTLY LOADED WITH SPAM AND BOGUS POSTS IN AN EFFORT TO DISCREDIT VICTIMS***

Other help
http://www.freedomfchs.com http://www.wanttoknow.info/mindcontrolinformation
http://www.oasisturningpoint.org
http://www.us-government-torture.com/symptoms.html
http://www.multistalkervictims.org
http://www.surveillanceissues.com/http://www.stoporganizedstalking.org/rules_of_engagement.php
Yahoo group with technical information:http://tech.groups.yahoo.com/group/mindcontrolresearchforum
http://www.surveillanceissues.com/
href="http://www.multistalkervictims.org/cointeldocs.htm">http://www.multistalkervictims.org/cointeldocs.htm
http://www.wanttoknow.info/voicesinheadelectronicharassment
http://www.raven1.net/
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/3/help-cease-gang-stalking-and-electronic-harassment

Divine life

new threats

V2K (acoustic technology) has started up, the word is they are going to give me a stroke. They just keep repeating the words heart and stroke and hospital. They have done this for the past two nights. Im aware that people have claimed DEW's have been used to kill people with heart attacks, strokes, cancers. I believe it. I am so petrified I do ok to cover being used to it but inside I am absolutely scared. Their attacks are escalating and the gangstalking is increasing also. I believe they slandered me negatively in a sexual context. The reason I feel this is increasing in frequency I am getting unwanted attention from men I dont know and filthy looks from some men. When I go to the local gym this is standard behaviour from many males. Its increasing, it grosses me out, I just avoid eye-contact as much as possible but this must make me look guilty or something. Its hard to act normal in my world you have to have your guard up all the time. I shudder to think what lies have been told, but it feels like i can imagine. My strength is in the truth. I know it, God knows it thats all that matters to me so I dont let it get to me. I feel they are trying to push me indoors, i do avoid going out somewhat but Im not going to let them dictate my life.

COINTELPRO

COINTELPRO - its global
Cointelpro program being conducted on victims globally.

I read the link to the 1000 summaries of abuse and find lots of people with similar cases to my own. I emailed a lady from Texas with a really similar story to mine. She speaks of the same kinds of harassment I get. Hers has slowed down by the sounds of it so maybe there is hope . Im limiting my exposure to people as much as possible but going back to work soon, that should be fun no doubt. I have a very foreboding feeling that something bad is going to happen to me. God comforts me so much though, I never would have found Him if it wasn't for all this bad stuff. Its funny but there is a silver lining in every situation coz even when you cant find one in absolute despair God comes to you. I have seen and felt some amazing signs from Him in the almost two years since I found him. I was born and baptised a christian but never really found God, I believed He was up there....somewhere, but never comprehended His love or personal presence in my life. People tell stories about surviving untold horrors and finding amazing human strength; its not human strength its divine strength, power from our higher power. Its not good to ask why me as why does anyone suffer, I dont ask why me, I ask why is this happening in our world?? I dont take it personally coz thats what they count on, it can hurt much more if you take it personally and of course a common theme to all TI's is they are told the punishment is their fault. Psychologically it can be alot more devastating. I did this in the beginning, they try to convince you, you brought it on yourself. Before I was educated it was hell. It took me 3 years to find all the information about these assaults and other victims. Before that I thought I was the only person in the wrold to be experiencing this horror...I thought i must be, who does this to people? That was the hardest and weakest time I have had. I got thru that so I'll get thru the rest.

TESTIMONY

I Susan M am a victim of organised crime.
I am targetted with'directed energy weapons'
These weapons direct microwave energy to selected targets via satellite to produce desired negative effects which I will tell you more about later.

I am also a victim of organised stalking and sabotage on all areas of my life including financially, socially and emotionally. I have also contracted the controversial morgellons disease. All of these things have occurred in my life at about the same time, since approximately mid 2005 that I became aware of my medical condition then following in 2006 I became aware of extreme organised stalking and personal harassment.

To better understand the organised stalking I am experiencing I need you to please view this quick youtube which describes this covert crime.

**I will continue adding to this blog for as long as I am alive. It is cathartic for me and I hope brings attention to these awful covert crimes being committed on innocents world-wide***

http://www.youtube.com/user/gangstalking

Most people get targeted for whistle blowing, but target numbers are increasing and reasons can be any. Many people dont know why they become targeted. I have never been told how I became a target but I believe it may have to do with whistle blowing on someone at a former workplace. Once a person is chosen for targeting it is usually for life and levels and types of harassment/abuse/torture vary.

Thomas Marshall (in the following video) is an extraordinary man helping so much to bring attention to electronic harassment and gangstalking (organised stalking or harassment). Unfortunately it is happening to innocent civilians including myself.

****It is important to see this one****
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ztci2RNUAfU


I am in contact with a large number of targets of this crime world-wide on the following victims sites: ( I have posted on these many times as Suzy )

http://peacepink.ning.com/
http://mcvictimsworld.ning.com/

And I also have contact with a wide network of people on facebook who are being electronically harassed and/or gangstalked (which is the term used for organised stalking because organised groups of people engage to interfere in the victims life)
Please see my page on facebook under 'Susan Michaels'

These electronic technologies are highly sophisticated and more importantly remote so basically untraceable, therefore this is considered the perfect crime. It is called electronic surveillance/harassment/torture depending what they are using their technology to do to you. These weapons fall under the category of non-lethal weaponary. I can assure you they are capable of being extremely lethal. The remote satellite technology is capable of doing almost anything, including inducing pain in any area of the body, microwave burns, electrified feelings, entire brain manipulation including thoughts and emotions (even to the extent of changing your personality), sleep deprivation, visual and mental disturbances and hallucinations, creating artificial nightmares and an entire range of other capabilities. These I've mentioned are some of the common ones used.

And I need to inform you about whats called microwave voice to skull technology or the auditory effect. This technology is being used to inject sounds and/or voices directlt into victims heads (so you cant block out these sounds with your ears they are heard from within).

I know this above all might sound like science-fiction or the story of a deluded person but they have done this to me on numerous occassions and the best way I can describe it is terrifying. This link testifies to the fact the technology is available however it describes microwave hearing technology as being quite undeveloped. The truth is it is refined to precision of producing any desired sounds and voices audibly to the target . army FOI docs.
Google has tons of information under voice to skull technololgy, microwave hearing, the microwave auditory effect etc.

The following is a highly credible Australian wesite and best descibes the harassment technologies and their capabilities. The man who runs the website Paul Baird is a longtime Australian target extremely well-informed of the technologies and techniques being used to destroy peoples lives.

**** MUST READ PLEASE ****
http://www.surveillanceissues.com/

***PLEASE SEE THIS ALSO *** Recent newslines of a U.S mayor electorate who claims government attack with psychotronic weapons over 150 times, and also claims she has been gangstalked and personally sabotaged.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTSZR0GgHjI

I am writing this blog to help raise awareness to the misuse of this technology and the extreme unnecessary suffering innocent people are living with everyday. I have been living in fear as if this is somewhow MY secret to keep. I am now ready to tell the truth here. It is basically all I have left. God blessed I have a very loving mother and that relationship has not been sabotaged. I also have a loving family and nieces and a nephew whom I dont want to be affected by this in any way.

I Susan M am of completely sound mind and judgement and I swear on the Holy Bible what I have written in this blog is all Truth. If you are reading this (thankyou) and I hope that my story is believed because this is only one of so many horrendous crimes on peoples freedom and abuse of this technology which is occuring worldwide.

I have to read about other peoples sufferings on these victims sites every day. It is extremely tragic what I hear innocent people are having to live with everyday. Also at this point I should mention that other victims I am in contact with are generally educated, intelligent people, usually highly humanitarian very normal people just trying to cope with this horrible invasion on their lives and liberties.

At this point you're probably wondering why anyone would do this. I wonder this every day - How can people do this on a moral level but the technology definitely exists and is somehow in the wrong hands.(there are thousands of online articles and websites documenting non-lethal-weaponary) It is actually called domestic terrorism. Targets are being labelled as political dissidents which 'justifies' the use of this covert technology in the face of the war on terrorism. Which is why it seems there has been a massive increase of victims since 2000 - 2002.I can not tell you that I know the exact reasons for this senseless suffering but there must be an agenda behind it.

This website describes possible big picture scenarios
http://www.educate-yourself.org/mc/

I'm not really interested in the whys, I just want my life back.
Why all this senseless suffering of innocent lives?
Who can answer that but the people who do this?
How can you or I understand why?

In September of 2005 I began to show symptoms of what I now know is morgellons disease. I was sent to an infectious disease specialist in mid 2006. He put my diagnosis down to D.O.P (delusions of parisistosis) which is common to patients who present with morgellons symptoms. However he later sent some scrapings I had taken from my scalp to pathology for analysis. These were 'lost' as seems to be the case with other morgellons sufferes I speak with. There was no acknowledgement or appropriate support of this condition which was giving me baffling symptoms. I persisted with different doctors until I became aware of the Health Departments interest in me.

At this time I also became painfully aware of the surveillance and public gangstalking. I felt like my entire world was caving in on me. I was receiving 24/7 harassment & there was no way of telling my family everything I was experiencing. I did try on some occassions but these attacks are cleverly engineered to make the victim look 'crazy' if they tell the truth therefore ruining their credibility. Also at this point I had no idea what was happening to myself, just that my whole world had been invaded and there was no way of communicating something I didnt even understand myself.

At this point my own psychosis triggered over this whole situation imposed on me combined with their harassment saw me involuntarily committed to psychiatric care. I recall being treated with extreme hostility on entrance to the mental facility. During my treatment it was made clear to me by the psychiatrists it was in my best interests not to talk about my physical symptoms, the morgellons. (These were constant feelings of itching/crawling and foreign materials emerging from my skin, particularly my scalp. These are documented as common symptoms of morgellons disease)

I frequent this support site sometimes http://www.morgellonssupport.com/forum

I am in close contact with other fellow Australian sufferers of this mysterious disease and again it is globally spread according to victims locations.


The following wesite has blood analysis reports which have concluded there are materials found in morgellons "not found in nature" or manmade in other words. Hence you understand the controversy and lack of support currently for sufferers of this affliction. Research is quietly continuing. But there are contradicting reports of course.

******MORGELLONS INFORMATION SITE - PLEASE READ THIS ONE ****
http://www.rense.com/Datapages/morgdat1.htm


The following are some of the emails I have received back from enquiries I have made but generally it is very hard to get anyone professional to speak about this to you personally. However there are thousands on thousands of articles on morgellons at google.Hello Susan...

Thank you for sharing with us your incredible experience with your high pressure water treatments.

It is a very difficult situation to be in, dealing with this kind of physical anomaly. Rest assured, these stories are not new to us, and we are here to help. I would suggest if you want to totally eradicate your body of these (possibly advanced nano) materials, you need to investigate formally what we can do for you as a team. We are here for you, so please consider coming on board as a patient.

You can check out our gentle site, www.healinggrapevine.com and peruse around in there. We have many products that are helpful (and actually quite necessary for recovery)... and you will soon find a button to book an initial intake appointment with me, the Liason/Navigator for Doc Hildy. (our appointment section is almost done!) I will guide you through the steps to link into an appointment with Doc Hildy ultimately, and I'll help you get the Must Have products to your door as soon as possible. One key, you will appreciate particular directions and products for cleansing internally.. not just treating the skin.

Until that internet site button is finished, to book a telephone consultation with me, you can email and we'll work something out.

Please let me know what I can do further for you, and best of everything to you.

We're here should you wish to bring our team into your world of recovery!

Truly, and Blessings,

Toni
Toni "Cass" Cassel, L.N.
Liason/Navigator for IHS
and Dr. Hildegarde Staninger
Wholistic Nutritional Consultant
Wellness and Fat Loss Coach
Neurostructural Practitioner
www.springofwellness.com
www.healinggrapevine.com
www.fountainofwellness.com
www.hildegarde-staninger.com

Hello, Suzy, and thank you for seeking out assistance through the Healing Grapevine!



I am the Liaison-Navigator for Dr. Hildegarde Staninger and Healing Grapevine and I just want to let you know I have received your email through the website. (Or, it may have been sent on to me from Ramona at our site or from Dr. Staninger)... Nonetheless, I wanted to let you know that I am here to assist you should you be ready to take another step towards product assistance, or finding your way to a consult with Dr. Staninger. (I sent you a quick note the other day, and hoped you got it.?)



We are familiar with the unique and sometimes horrifying things that are happening to people right now concerning their health, including 'weird' threads, shards and specimens leaving the body through the skin... Few professionals are equipped with information to really help. But Dr. Staninger is seeing great success with her client base in analyzing their toxins (and advanced nano materials) as her analysis helps find the right direction for taking care of it efficiently. (this requires a referral from your doctor. I can help you get this going.)



I am doing her initial intake appointments now, and will get you moving in the right direction quickly! Often I help a client get a few essential products as soon as possible to soften their symptoms while we put their whole protocol map together with them. This can take a little bit of time, and the early products are very helpful for tolerating and little by little alleviating some of the maddening symptoms.



If you go to www.healinggrapevine.com and click on the “Recover Now” button, you will see it leads you to a brief explanation as to how I can help you, and how you can book an Appointment with me when you’re ready.

Sincerely,

Toni Wright, L.N.


Because morgellons is not yet a recognised medical condition there is no cure available although lots of interested parties are selling products which they claim help to detox the body and relieve symptoms. The lack of medical support and misdiagnosis' of DOP is a problem for morgellons sufferers but I have found plenty of support online and fellow sufferers here in Australia. I worry about infecting my family. I pray this disease is not contagious but so far no-one has been able to answer that. I have found ways of coping with this illness.
(*I have scars on my lower back and right hip from lesions caused by morgellons)

Since leaving the mental health hospital in 2006 I have been under constant surveillance, including two-way media surveillance when watching television/radio. My own thoughts are broadcast to public and fed back to me in a mocking/ridiculing of my life. This is a standard practice happening to many targets, particularly via LIVE television.

I was aware of what the psychiatrists were trying to do at this stage - to give me a subsatntial psychiatric record, which they succeeded in. This is common for targetted individuals and helps to defame and destroy their credibility medically/psychologically/legally/personally.

Im currently accessing FOI documents on the pathology specimen to find out how it disappeared. Also FOI documents on my involuntary commitment at the mental hospital will be interesting to see their assessment of my presenting physical conditions.
I have to say that my experience of psychiatric care was less than ordinary. I felt pushed into a diagnosis which I knew was not real and experienced their involvement in the entire thing.

Gangstalkers & perpetrators (people who are assigned to sabotage your life or experience of it) work on incentives. It is a highly organised crime, most participants are offered a monetary incentive or perks of some description. Some people seem to really enjoy it too (bored miserable people in my experience) It is somewhat seen as a covert 'game' which unfortunately excites some people.
It has astounded me just how many people are recruited into this type of harassment/bullying. I personally have encountered hundreds.

Most of my friends have left my life, I can only assume due to lies/bribery/slander and even false evidence - whatever is needed to support their lies can be created. Whatever it is that either motivates people to stalk me in public, harass me or more importantly leave my life, the operatives can easily organise. Again this force into isolation is common to all people targeted with these crimes. I have accepted this gradually (like I had to) and I am ready to share the truth with the people I care about, and of course anyone who might be reading this I am so grateful for all awareness to this human attrocity.

The last job I had I was basically harassed out of. This included trying to sabotage my work (I am a very capable and accurate employee - usually ) What was even worse is they personally ostericized me and alienated me from relationships in the workplace. This was so hard for me to deal with on the job as I am already quite a shy person. Isolating targets and particularly driving them from employment supports their slander stories of victims having psychiatric or anti-social problems which helps to further isolate them.

The following article is an example of how a person can be publicly defamed and slandered within the community including to professional 'help' services which then leads to a lack or support from those in 'helping professions' This also includes telling lies and deceptions to willing participants of the 'stalking' activity. I have had lots of experience of this in my life.
important article to give you an idea of what extents are taken to completely defame, slander and
ruin a targets life particularly socially.

The following is a very important wesite documenting over 1000 torture cases of this kind collected worldwide, including my own and others worldwide. It is a good example of the vastnest of this attrocity. You will see that victims locations are scattered globally.
http://www.mydrive.ch/browse#/

Ive referred to alot of websites to support my testimony. This is to show the reader the undisputable evidence and raise awareness to the sufferings of so many innocent people. How can you or I understand the motives of this cruel crime? Im a humanitarian, I have no understanding in my heart whatsoever. But I forgive the perpetrators for what they do.

My family knew nothing of this, I love them and dont want to hurt them but I need to tell the people I care about the truth.It has taken me 4 years to sit down and write this, it has always been too big to tackle and I do it with shakes sometimes as I cant believe this is my life. I tried to tell my mother in bits years ago but she cant understand and I think its better she doesnt know, this is too much for her to comprehend and Im more concerned about her well-being than her needing to know all this. I have learnt to cope with things and cover up well.

I can easily face harassers now or people who try to interfere in my life. Their object is to make their target feel isolated and shameful, (like you must have done something terrible for all these people to conspire against you) I used to feel like I must have killed someones family - the hostility of some people. And its so interesting that in such a long time of experiencing this I have learnt that the stalkers carry much more shame than what they try to give me. I feel so much stronger now Im using all my countermeasures.

My most powerful strength has been found in spirituality. God has helped to reduce efects of attacks both electronically and personally. Im doing so well now compared to times past,I also post this blog on facebook (only to other TIs) Many have similar stories to mine. My theory is Im less likely to be hurt the more people know my story. We are each others witnesses.

I need you to know I would never take my own life against my will.
I still love life and Im waiting, praying for a solution.
I have to mention that my life has been threatened with accidents, forced suicide, false criminal set-ups and cancers.
(* pls note - morgellons attacks the entire biological system and can easily trigger other illness/disease )
I dont feel like these things will happen but its better if I note this. It has happened to people.

You might be wondering why victims couldnt go to someone (the police, doctors, lawyers, politicians, priests - anyone for help) I have tried all I can think of and people do all the time. The simple answer is this activity goes way up to the top. At present there is nothing anyone can do to stop the misuse of these weapons and covert harassment but word is getting out and there is endless activism happening. Australia is a bit quieter than U.S but definitely not unheard of. I know there will be answer soon.

Here is an Australian Gangstalking forum I just signed onto:
http://www.activeboard.com/forum.spark?aBID=90581

**There are literally millions of articles and websites dedicated to this issue ,personal accounts, youtubes at google under things like electronic mind control, electronic surveillance, gangstalking, morgellons, directed energy weapons, domestic terrorism.

**To anyone reading this who is a targeted individual of these crimes please contact me at m.suzy75@yahoo.com.au

6/5/10
Im excited about a new development. I have rceived emails regarding a renown news affairs program wanting to do a report on morgellons. They are encouraging any sufferers to contribute their story. I am in contact with several australian sufferers who are sending their stories in. I am working on mine also. I am a bit apprehensive because of the skepticism towards this disease but the truth must be told.

I am so happy that some people/media are giving this the attention it deserves. (* note - the episode has not been confirmed I assume due to the controversy surrounding morgellons and lack of medical support)

This is a video of a targetted individual from U.S talking about EH (electronic harassment) and personal harassment on herself and other innocents
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tb_6dipSZe4&feature=related

I have no intention of taking this story anywhere. Simply there is nowhere to go. I have tried everyone from medical to legal. But I hope other TI's read this and know you aren't alone. Please check into the support sites above and facebook.

8/5/10
I went to the pools today, I have a membership at the local gym which I enjoy (all bar the gangstalking/perpetrating of this harassing activity)
A gangstalkers intention is to get your attention by doing things such as repeating things you have said in private, as you walk by. They might mimmic your gestures, talk very loudly around you, try to disturb your activity in any way possible. They laugh loudly, look like they are talking about you, or looking at you. They basically do wahtever they can to make your experience a negative one.
Perpetrators of this crime can do things like sabotage your work, slander your public reputation, interfere in your life in negative ways. On top of the electronic harassment it is alot to handle sometimes. It has been written and I believe are targetted individuals movements are fedback to these people 24/7 so a gangstalker knows where are target is at any time. I know this because of the frequency of stalking and the numbers of harassers who may show up where I am at any time.

I believe when a persons freedom is robbed this way they either sink or swim. There are many strong people I know suffering horrible crimes, they are doing what they can to fight and bring attention and justice. Then there are people who just fall apart, they end up friendless, jobless, homeless and broken.

It is a 'taboo' subject to people who are not targetted. I have discovered this by trying to talk to certain professionals on this subject and been pretty much shut-down. I understand that it is something that the rest of society is 'encouraged' to have nothing to do with. I understand that I am unlikely to find the help I need and understand the mass implications of our life stories but these stories also need to be told, people are dying and suffering countless afflictions because of these covert operations.

Other gangstalking actvities include noise harassment, drive-bys and headlighting. Some victims report break-ins, vandalism, theft, damage. I have had belonginings go missing several times throughout this journey. To my knowledge they do not come into my house thank God. An example of the bizarre things that do happen. A friend also victim from W.A Australia had her shower screen replaced whilst out of the house. Obviously this was noticable to her and a very odd experience. It is an invasion of strangers in her home which is almost impossible to convince to the law; who would believe anyone would bother doing such a thing, so it is things like these which do happen to targets, interference with mail, moving/theft of personal belongings and electronically partcularly interference with electronic communications, appliances etc

I amuse myself sometimes with gangstalkers antics, one guy actually used his baby to cover his face as he called my name (I was meant to be confused to where the voice is coming from) I take comfort in knowing that they must be sad or bored or miserable themselves to do these things to other people, and that I could never be paid or manipulated to interfere in someones private life. I have committed no crime, we are innocent individuals under unprovoked domestic attack. Actually I am in Australia and dont know where the main controls are, there are a few theories and I think they are basically spread across the countries engaging in the misuse of these weapons.

I have met some really good people (other victims) online, this has helped immensely and this blog is helping now. I have informed myself of everything from A to Z on this issue, I stay updated and this situation has given me a spirituality I may have never experienced.

11/4/10

The capabilities of this weaponry are endless and I fear being put into hospital.
I read a victims post recently. She was targetted on top of her skull with such great pain that she screamed for 10 minutes until it stopped, ans she was taken into psychiatric care (because of cause there is nothing to show cause of pain). They can also do this with extremely defeaning voice to skull (which i have experienced in short bursts) If they left it on you would surely end up screaming like a crazy person.

I am writing this because I live with fear of them doing such things to me. They threaten me with cancer and disease all the time, they have done for about 2 years now.

15/5/10
Two very important things I have learnt in living with this. The first is that when surrounded by darkness, beauty stands out even more - its cliche but the birds sound more beautiful and nutella tastes better than ever. These are the good moments. The other thing I know in my soul now is that life is just a passage to somewhere else. This really isn't all there is. I fully and completely believe in afterlife now. Im not afraid of dying just afraid of this.

What to do for sufferers of EH
http://www.freedomfchs.com/id12.html