Victim of directed energy weapons, organised harassment and morgellons disease....ongoing blog

Saturday, July 24, 2010


For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present not the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God, that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
~ Romans 8:38, 39

Isaiah 54:10 "Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed," says the LORD, who has compassion on us.

“You alone are the Lord. You made the skies and the heavens and all the stars. You made the earth and the seas and everything in them.You preserve them all, and the angels of heaven worship you." Nehemiah 9:6 (NLT)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

the untold

POEM FROM A TI DEB.

I write poetry. And I've been writing about this foe awhile. What do ya'll think
about this one?
Title "Bad Karma"
The day I died,
But was still breathing,
Is the day that,
Something caused internal bleeding,
God in heaven,
Give me strength,
To cope with what's,
Satan sent,
Bring to me peace,
Of mind and body,
Lift the weight,
Of abuse and clarity,
Pray for others,
Bleeding as I,
For release from turmoil,
In the sky,
A theif of sanity,
Is the worst kind,
A lying soul,
Is truely blind,
No understanding,
Of what is caused,
Affliction only,
Robs and destroys,
People should aspire,
To do good,
Not steal, provoke, instigate,
Or take,
Such things will create,
Feelings of hate,
Inside the person,
That you sought to take,
A fascade will be,
Put into place,
And heaven will,
Create an unhappy fate,
Aspire to evil,
And all it can do,
Is bring bad karma,
Back to you.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Things have been very quiet lately, no V2S or other harassments in public. It makes me nervous - what are they up to??? I got stuffed around with the job, I believe they sabotaged it for me as I was almost hired. Apart from this, nothing. Which is good it gives me an opportunity to think about other things like me and what I want in life besides the fact that I will be targted for life I have to make the most of it, so the first thing I want to do is go to the snow. I love the snow, I love skiing and cant wait since its been freezing in melbourne there should be a nice cover of snow in the mountains. Secondly I need to buy a car as I sold my first car for next to nothing (thinking it was bugged in the beginning) I almost gave it away and smashed my second car due to a massive pain I received in the brain as I was driving. Thirdly I need a house. Home changes its meaning when you're a TI its often the place of tortures and harassments. I'll settle for a house and make my home in Heaven.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

fellow TI

At 6:07pm on May 7, 2010, Sandy Beach said… Hi suzy.Just read your Testomony of 13/04/01 with tears in my eyes. But no time for self pity I tell myself. One of the most important pieces of evidence is that someone living over 2000 miles away from you is experiencing the same abuse, attacks and torture. It is consistantly people who are in jobs or feel vunerable that are taking part in this torture. Think about it. Council workers, police, psychiatric staff, nurses, Doctors, disabled, criminals, single mothers, landlords and anyone who is different or vunerable these can all be attacked and abused at work or in their everyday life. It's as if they do this torture on others so that they are assured protection. All the reasons and lies they spread about us are just red herrings. You are super woman Suzy and not mad, just fighting a dictatorship thats all.

Monday, July 12, 2010

organised stalking

http://www.multistalkervictims.org/catchcanada/

The million dollar question??? What incentive do organised community stalkers receive from their organisers. There are some theories, one is status and a feeling of belonging to something where they can act as law or vigilantes for society, feeds peoples egos and for some people their need to bully others. I have pondered monetry incentives but there are just too many to pay them all. So the only other thing I can think of is perks/favours they might receive in return for their services. It is a global and massive organisation community gangstalking. I speak to fellow TI's every day who tell stories of being stalked, mobbed, sabotaged, ostericized by MANY people so it must be HUGE.
No E/H lately but I am highly electrically charged. Im sure a reading meter would prove my electronic waves are abnormal. TI's have done this and their readings are off the scale. It is one way of proving the effects of E/H.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

There is a definite hold-up on production of the morgellons story on the australian current affairs program. Apparently they are waiting for results of studies done by the CDC. They are now one year late meanwhile people are getting anxious. The tune has changed a bit now to those who "think" they suffer from morgellons. Yet here is the opening statement on the CDC Morgellons research website
Morgellons
Research Foundation®
"Morgellons is an unexplained
and debilitating condition that has emerged as a public health concern. Recently, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) has received an increased number of inquiries from the public, health care providers, public health officials, Congress, and the media regarding this condition."

Hopefully we will get some feedback soon.
http://www.morgellons.org/

Thursday, July 1, 2010

narcicissm & the need for control


I had a friend, aquaintance who was the victim of a narcissistic relationship. I saw the effects of the narcissist manipulate the person into becoming a shell of their former self. It is a very insidious disorder that resulted in this person being entirely controlled and manipulated right down to their very thoughts and behaviours. Their self esteem and individuality completely diminished and they basically became a shadow of the controller. Its very psychologically powerful but what I find interesting is the mind control aspect of the disorder, the way a person with NPD can get into a persons psyche so effectively as to gainc control. We are vulnerable individuals and as long as there are controllers their will be victims of them. People have been trying to control others for thousands even millions of years.Mind control techniques and psychological persuasion techniques have been practiced since early times. CONTROL is the key word here, control addiction and developments to execute control on any chosen individuals and eventually the masses.